Title : Beneath the surface lies the truth...or so they say Author : Prefers to be unknown Rating : adult-rating Jin hated kame with a passion. He hated the way he smiled, the way he walked, even the way he breathed.. He despised him so deep , yet couldn't help being drawn to him Because they were connected, alike in a way The way which could not be explained, like how people just fall in love without realizing they were like two peas in a pod, with a defect in each That one defect, was the one thing seperating them from heaven and hell They fooled around, slept around and were more than just friends But somehow jin couldn't stop wondering Why were they like that? Their relationship, a stage show full of pretense Faked enthusiasm Masks, put on to please the never-satisfied hunger of fangirls Ways, to earn them more fame and money The money, which was used to spend on women and drinking, fooling around while they could When did that feeling start to nag at him Nag and knaw on the sides, causing him to bleed Hurting so bad, so painfully throbbing Wanting to release itself Screaming to the world Saying :" I JUST WANT TO BE FREE!" silently wishing, wanting to be himself.. When did things become so twisted? When did life starts to press down on him? Therefore, the pressure mounting on his heart increased Day by day, bit by bit It crushed him into pieces.. Finally causing a fight He had said something It was terribly mean Yet horribly honest The truth always hurt, anyway Ever since that incident, kame had shut himself away Putting a clear distance between them Jin was relieved, yet somehow worried He regretted it The decision of going to LA In fact, he wanted to explain Saying that LA wasn't his own will That it was johnny san again shifting blames onto him making him blameless and innocent He couldnt stand it anymore The pressure that kept building up as huge as a mountain so high he couldt see the sky So he told yamapiHe wanted to leave He needed to breathe He needed.. to live So he left It caused a huge disturbance in japan Fangirls panicked and kttun was mad pissed But still, he was happy weirdly relieved FREEDOM! at last. Or so he thought But the paparazzi was soon hot on his tail Snapping pictures of his drinking escapade Of the women he mixed with And so he came back But KATTUN was never the same He would never be the same And they knew it KTTUN had changed Time would heal it, he thought But it would never heal him It would never bring back akame Not unless... A miracle happened Miraculously helping them to have a real relationship Realizing real bonds with them both The sun would still shine as bright The rain pouring down as hard And jin, with a heavy heart... Living in darkness That no one knew of =End= Author's note: I just felt like writing it... So it's actually a muse... Don't attack me lol..